Sunday, September 24, 2006

My mom

People that are suppose to be my family and love and support me no matter what are crazy. Sometimes I wonder if I was adpoted or if my mom is really my mom because I'm not like her. She raised me and my sister but not in a good way. She abused both my sister and pysically and metally. When I was in the 7th grade I couldn't take it anymore and I tried to commit sucide. Sometimes I'm glad it didn't work other times I wish it would have worked. She counties to be stuipd (for a lack of a better word). I don't know why but my sister don't talk to her and I don't talk to her. She is going to be alone when my Grandma dies...I don't want that to happen but she is pushing everyone that loves and cares for away. That includes her ex-boyfriend....they were suppose to get married. This is taking it's toll on me because I want to have a reletionship with her but I can have her treating me the way she does. It's not right but I can't make her realize that.

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